For me please?

If some one asks me, do you believe in God? I say, yes. I believe in all those thousands of Gods and Goddesses in Hindu religion,I believe in Mahavir , I believe in Allah, Jesus , Buddha too. As I believe in the Super power.  A few days ago I wanted to ask for something to this super power but I did not dare. I have started asking what I deserve. There is a reason.

I have a different relation with the super power. I fight, I snatch whatever I want and some times the super power does that to me. So when I tried asking for something a few years ago, he gave but made me suffer after giving or say, gave me after a long fight. I believe it was his way of making me stronger. I am twenty four, I can still fight.

What a two year old baby can do?? She has done it though.

She calls me Masi. She is the one toddler who when calls me 'Masi', triggers my heart. I see myself in her. There are some similarities. She had a tough fight when she was born. A real tough one, I had one too but not this tough. She was brave, she was awesome.

She just turned two. She is sick again. I don't know how is she. I have not seen her in the hospital. She is one of those very few reasons for me to enjoy in Singapore. I don't want even the simple cold to cling on to her.

I wont make things more complex. If you share better relations with God than me, the super power,

PRAY for her. 

For me please?